Life or end of wish

Everybody thinks am idiot, i say that am really idiot for my love.

I loved her, she accepted.... but refused.... This noone can understand what i mean it., including myself.

But i love her till end.

May be, am not perfect guy... but i love her truly than anything.

Its not like before... none can believe that she says to tie her knot.

but again she says i should not.

What my life gonna move, i cant judge the same.

Noone can judge it. Just they play with my heart.

Tears rolling but cant replace this alone.

I got screwed up. paining.

Confidence lies in ourself

Everyday when i fed up i felt like myself not feeling good.
Since somewhere iam lagging between the footsteps of my life due to lack of confidence.
But i feel there would be some kind of energy will form up to boost myself in every seconds of my life getting fed up.
Yes, that was our inner mentality will help you to boost up your mind and attitude towards your goal and inner sense to make groomer.
Everytime you fed up, ask yourself and question it.
You may be right or wrong, but you feel that you could the betterment in your life.
Yes, am going to do what i think.
Will you be with me.
Hope you will be with me.
Thanks for your kind support.
Regards

BKS

Love becomes sexual attitude

Nowadays most person and their attitude of love becomes sexual oriented alone. Its a mixed feel with lots of love, affection, caring, interest, proposals, romance and also sex too., but its not sex alone. The feel of love comes bottom of heart with mixed of care, dream and hope. But the sake of sex most going on to opposite sex and spoils both their relationship and fed up with their life. It becomes like cheating some one and themselves too. Hence most felt of disappeared in love and got struck up with bad ideas and gone off on their life. They lose their career, path, goal and their life all the way. Hence before loving be constant on your attitude with the person. Finally be stick on to the decisions you taken and whatever cause and cost, you should not take your legs back from your love. Try to make your parents to accept the same, hence you could make your life glitters like Diwali in India as they call it as. Life is simple, Enjoy every moment of it. Regards BKS

Every Charlie Chaplin has his own stories

All my dad's relative who all staying near my house came for the works to do related to my sister to invite for her change of "thali" in hinduism.

So they were doing some kind of food items in home.

My cousins also there., in that Reshma was hearing songs regarding about love kind of thing alongwith me and my cousin sister too.

While discussing i said her about my ex-love and it becomes sad.

That was i thinking about it, every charlie chaplin has his own stories of love behind he is laughing out in the world.

A sad behind will be there behind his laughing.

Love is like miracles which passes like it in every one's life.

She asked me, is this the reason i dont want to marry any other.

I said, this is also a reason behind it.

Since i dont have guts to loose another in my life after loving it.

Reality may really sucks up than it.

Regards

BKS

A discussion with Mr. Mark where Ms. Geena laugh at me

I went for cup of coffee to drink with my friend who called me through phone.

But he was not there, i taken a coffee and after quite sometime my friend came down for it.

Suddenly he went inside of cabin, i too went off behind him.

There was a colleague is name called Mark and Santhosh where discussing about something travel and purchase.

Santhosh used to hit on my shoes by his shoes always for friendly.

Likewise he did the say, hence i stopped just to have little chit chat for making relief while in work.

Suddenly Mark was teasing that he is getting lots of remarks about me.

Lol, i said them. That if am not getting remarks i will become god, hence am human.. then its usual to be getting remarks.

Santhosh said am right, since if not getting bad remarks then i cant be the human.

Then Ms. Geena starred at me and laughed out of it about the chit chat what we had.

She used to sit opposite to Mark.

Then mark said 50% of bad remarks will be normal, but i said i will always do mistakes hence i can correct the same henceforth.

Lol she again laughed.

This made me to feel, that someone is noticing us always.

That too opposite sex noticing us will give some kind of flying feel.

But its just a fun of it.

All is Well.

Regards

BKS

Meeting with my friend about business

This is the day again he questioned me what i thought about our business.

But frankly to say i didnt ever thought of the way how to do it., since i dont know really how crab i can make it.

I felt ashamed of it., but i feel i wanna try it out something out of mine to bend myself of it.

I dont know what rather can i make to come out of my way better than the before.

But i really try to make it out the best to stood myself for grooming higher than before.

Its not about money for getting into business. Its about passion, dream, leader, marking of an eye.

Whatever call it as it., its none other than business.

Well am not legend, but i wanna make a mark of mine in higher way of my life towards it.

Regards

BKS

Planning ahead

This is the day ahead am planning for my life style to change towards business oriented.

But everything doesnt comes in hand.

We should for all.

I was trying and striving myself to put into it.

But its all not so easy to be so..