Frustration with a share broking company

Due to compulsion of a person, i invested my money in broking company.

But the employees inefficiency and their improper work gaves me loss of Rs. 33000/- nearby.

I been fighting with them, but i didnt got any responsible answer.

I felt like cheated and frustrated.

Everybody in their employees were good initially, now turned opposite.

I felt been betrayed myself.

I dont know what solution, can i go ahead.

Even for a professional, like this happenning.

Just see for layman and at all.

I felt like, i been cheated.

I dont know what to do.

I sometimes felt like hanging.

I been woke up between nights due to pressurised. Its not about money, its been i felt like they are cheating.

I dont like to cheate or by cheated by others.

Sorry never gives relief

This is my mistake, but it may give him a good life.

Hence i thought of going away from his life temporarily to get him to succeed.

He may turn brilliant in studies further he may get into business field easily than if am with him.

Hence it would be good for him to be little away from me.

I hope he do the best.

But the sorry doesnt make sense of what i left him now.

May be he would understand in future, those all for some good sense.

If he doesnt understand also, no issues.

He could get his legs into good way i hope.

If he becomes good, am the one who be happy on him.

Best wishes

BKS

A fight with my closest friend

This is the day 26th september 2011, my friend n me got struck up with fight.

He got into tensed of not seeing IE code, what we got it after hurdles.

He spoke little harsh, that made me to think if he go on separate way. He would achieve our business target.

If he is with me, surely it will take time for him to succeed.

Hence i decided to go him separately, so that he could get succeeded in the business what we going ahead.

But i miss my nice friend, that is for his goodness.

If he is with me, he will get into delay and he feels frustrated.

Hence, it would be better for him, if he goes separate from me.

All the best my dear friend.

Regards

BKS

A six year missing of old friend with marriage invitation on the way

After a long year of waiting for my girl in those places, i saw her in between once.

Whereas i didnt saw her sister who is my friend in this past six years.

I used to go almost every day of my life in this six years to her home side., sometimes i can see her and feel for her love.

Anyhow i cant able to see her often, i saw my girl once or twice in this six years.

Even though i couldn't able to see her sister who is my friend.

Now(yesterday 23.09.2011) i saw her, after a long gap.

But i didnt go that way to see my girl really..

Its been little luck mixed of seeing her, whereas i dont believe in luck rather trying it.

She invited for her marriage on november, i was surprised of seeing her.

She got my mobile number but i was struck up of it, since due to surprise i forget to ask her number.

May be atleast she would have happy life and her sister(who is my lover)

But i was in mixed feelings of happy for seeing my friend and with sad of missed her sister(my friend's sister) who is my lover.

It was happy that night of her and sad of missing my lover forever.

I love you CS forever.

Take Care.

Regards

BKS

A resolution final to curb my mistakes

Everyday of my life thinks of one or other bad happenings and thoughts.

Hence i was feeling very tired and being like that.

I dont wish to be like those crabs.

Yesterday 23.09.2011, i made a very big mistakes of life which i dont like to be really.

hence i thought to take resolution of not to do any bad things, not to see bad things, not to hear and speak bad things.

Now for these two day, i spoke a few bad things and my diverts for few seasons.

Anyhow i love this life.

Help me pls for being good.

Regards

BKS

Felt the life of missing

Last week 31st August 2011, this was the day i felt of crying and feel like missing a person, that none other than my sister. She got into marriage and went for her new kind of life. This day i felt like, why she got married soon.

In my office, few of female colleague says that am gonna miss her and cry surely. I said am rock and i wont cry for simple things. But what they said becomes reality.

I was felt to cry of missing small fights with my sibling, small misunderstanding, small issues, small funs, small scoldings... everything that i gonna miss it for the time being.

Anyhow i was happy, that she got nice life to get into it.

Sometimes or the other, we need to miss everyone with their nice memories.

This is dedicated to those miss their parents, siblings, relatives, friends, love or whoever called.

By
BKS