Confidence lies in ourself

Everyday when i fed up i felt like myself not feeling good.
Since somewhere iam lagging between the footsteps of my life due to lack of confidence.
But i feel there would be some kind of energy will form up to boost myself in every seconds of my life getting fed up.
Yes, that was our inner mentality will help you to boost up your mind and attitude towards your goal and inner sense to make groomer.
Everytime you fed up, ask yourself and question it.
You may be right or wrong, but you feel that you could the betterment in your life.
Yes, am going to do what i think.
Will you be with me.
Hope you will be with me.
Thanks for your kind support.
Regards

BKS

Love becomes sexual attitude

Nowadays most person and their attitude of love becomes sexual oriented alone. Its a mixed feel with lots of love, affection, caring, interest, proposals, romance and also sex too., but its not sex alone. The feel of love comes bottom of heart with mixed of care, dream and hope. But the sake of sex most going on to opposite sex and spoils both their relationship and fed up with their life. It becomes like cheating some one and themselves too. Hence most felt of disappeared in love and got struck up with bad ideas and gone off on their life. They lose their career, path, goal and their life all the way. Hence before loving be constant on your attitude with the person. Finally be stick on to the decisions you taken and whatever cause and cost, you should not take your legs back from your love. Try to make your parents to accept the same, hence you could make your life glitters like Diwali in India as they call it as. Life is simple, Enjoy every moment of it. Regards BKS

Every Charlie Chaplin has his own stories

All my dad's relative who all staying near my house came for the works to do related to my sister to invite for her change of "thali" in hinduism.

So they were doing some kind of food items in home.

My cousins also there., in that Reshma was hearing songs regarding about love kind of thing alongwith me and my cousin sister too.

While discussing i said her about my ex-love and it becomes sad.

That was i thinking about it, every charlie chaplin has his own stories of love behind he is laughing out in the world.

A sad behind will be there behind his laughing.

Love is like miracles which passes like it in every one's life.

She asked me, is this the reason i dont want to marry any other.

I said, this is also a reason behind it.

Since i dont have guts to loose another in my life after loving it.

Reality may really sucks up than it.

Regards

BKS

A discussion with Mr. Mark where Ms. Geena laugh at me

I went for cup of coffee to drink with my friend who called me through phone.

But he was not there, i taken a coffee and after quite sometime my friend came down for it.

Suddenly he went inside of cabin, i too went off behind him.

There was a colleague is name called Mark and Santhosh where discussing about something travel and purchase.

Santhosh used to hit on my shoes by his shoes always for friendly.

Likewise he did the say, hence i stopped just to have little chit chat for making relief while in work.

Suddenly Mark was teasing that he is getting lots of remarks about me.

Lol, i said them. That if am not getting remarks i will become god, hence am human.. then its usual to be getting remarks.

Santhosh said am right, since if not getting bad remarks then i cant be the human.

Then Ms. Geena starred at me and laughed out of it about the chit chat what we had.

She used to sit opposite to Mark.

Then mark said 50% of bad remarks will be normal, but i said i will always do mistakes hence i can correct the same henceforth.

Lol she again laughed.

This made me to feel, that someone is noticing us always.

That too opposite sex noticing us will give some kind of flying feel.

But its just a fun of it.

All is Well.

Regards

BKS

Meeting with my friend about business

This is the day again he questioned me what i thought about our business.

But frankly to say i didnt ever thought of the way how to do it., since i dont know really how crab i can make it.

I felt ashamed of it., but i feel i wanna try it out something out of mine to bend myself of it.

I dont know what rather can i make to come out of my way better than the before.

But i really try to make it out the best to stood myself for grooming higher than before.

Its not about money for getting into business. Its about passion, dream, leader, marking of an eye.

Whatever call it as it., its none other than business.

Well am not legend, but i wanna make a mark of mine in higher way of my life towards it.

Regards

BKS

Planning ahead

This is the day ahead am planning for my life style to change towards business oriented.

But everything doesnt comes in hand.

We should for all.

I was trying and striving myself to put into it.

But its all not so easy to be so..

A temple town of God Murugan Travel

To say frankly, I wont believe God much.

But we were friends gone towards a Murugan temple which is on the hill side with my colleagues and friends.

In that a guy who is friend not colleague(Y), have chitchat with my colleague who is friend(X) too.

While speaking my colleague X spoke with my friend Y, Y started about speaking of old details and naughty things which i done in my life for bet.

I did for bet given by Y, but he said what i did is for girls.

This he used to speak with every persons whom he saw.

It really makes me uncomfortable.

Then we get into issues., finally we got normal and came back.

While coming down there we saw traditional astrologers who says by taking cards through parrots.

While he taking, Murugan came through that.

He said me that i will get 2 girls to be married. Because Lord Muruga marries two girls.

I shocked, since i had bad past with girls and their matter.

So i used to get away little bit to avoid quarrels, its not that i dont like them.

Its because i used to love them nature of caring.

Hence i dont want to get cared by them and dont want to fall in love back.

Suddenly, he says about i will get into marriage next year.

Then he says i will get whatever i think of it in future.

Good lucks and wishes will come in my life.

It was gone little funny.

I saw a girl in train which she was cute but my friends says she is not worth of it.

Eventhough it just a train pass for me to look at her beauty eyes.

Life is simple, I wont want to complicate mine.

Regards

BKS.

Friendship never ends

Even after fight with my friend, he came to office and spoke on monday.

But i really felt sorry to him.

Yesterday we were discussed about our business view and go forward what we gonna do it.

One or other, we planned little ahead of usual.

May be we are on track of it.

That doesn't mean we are on right route.

But we need to implement the same.

Regards

BKS

Heard of cheated

This was the day October 3rd, 2011, I heard of my idiotic decision which ruins of my entire day.

Since childhood i had a resolution, i should not cheat others and i also don't want to be cheated.

But now i feel that i really got cheated due to others.

A brokerage company which says that they will repay my prepaid brokerage, but now when the issues came.

Its been not repaid back the amount of prepaid one. I been frustrated with the thing and got really back off my legs.

Regards

BKS

Frustration with a share broking company

Due to compulsion of a person, i invested my money in broking company.

But the employees inefficiency and their improper work gaves me loss of Rs. 33000/- nearby.

I been fighting with them, but i didnt got any responsible answer.

I felt like cheated and frustrated.

Everybody in their employees were good initially, now turned opposite.

I felt been betrayed myself.

I dont know what solution, can i go ahead.

Even for a professional, like this happenning.

Just see for layman and at all.

I felt like, i been cheated.

I dont know what to do.

I sometimes felt like hanging.

I been woke up between nights due to pressurised. Its not about money, its been i felt like they are cheating.

I dont like to cheate or by cheated by others.

Sorry never gives relief

This is my mistake, but it may give him a good life.

Hence i thought of going away from his life temporarily to get him to succeed.

He may turn brilliant in studies further he may get into business field easily than if am with him.

Hence it would be good for him to be little away from me.

I hope he do the best.

But the sorry doesnt make sense of what i left him now.

May be he would understand in future, those all for some good sense.

If he doesnt understand also, no issues.

He could get his legs into good way i hope.

If he becomes good, am the one who be happy on him.

Best wishes

BKS

A fight with my closest friend

This is the day 26th september 2011, my friend n me got struck up with fight.

He got into tensed of not seeing IE code, what we got it after hurdles.

He spoke little harsh, that made me to think if he go on separate way. He would achieve our business target.

If he is with me, surely it will take time for him to succeed.

Hence i decided to go him separately, so that he could get succeeded in the business what we going ahead.

But i miss my nice friend, that is for his goodness.

If he is with me, he will get into delay and he feels frustrated.

Hence, it would be better for him, if he goes separate from me.

All the best my dear friend.

Regards

BKS

A six year missing of old friend with marriage invitation on the way

After a long year of waiting for my girl in those places, i saw her in between once.

Whereas i didnt saw her sister who is my friend in this past six years.

I used to go almost every day of my life in this six years to her home side., sometimes i can see her and feel for her love.

Anyhow i cant able to see her often, i saw my girl once or twice in this six years.

Even though i couldn't able to see her sister who is my friend.

Now(yesterday 23.09.2011) i saw her, after a long gap.

But i didnt go that way to see my girl really..

Its been little luck mixed of seeing her, whereas i dont believe in luck rather trying it.

She invited for her marriage on november, i was surprised of seeing her.

She got my mobile number but i was struck up of it, since due to surprise i forget to ask her number.

May be atleast she would have happy life and her sister(who is my lover)

But i was in mixed feelings of happy for seeing my friend and with sad of missed her sister(my friend's sister) who is my lover.

It was happy that night of her and sad of missing my lover forever.

I love you CS forever.

Take Care.

Regards

BKS

A resolution final to curb my mistakes

Everyday of my life thinks of one or other bad happenings and thoughts.

Hence i was feeling very tired and being like that.

I dont wish to be like those crabs.

Yesterday 23.09.2011, i made a very big mistakes of life which i dont like to be really.

hence i thought to take resolution of not to do any bad things, not to see bad things, not to hear and speak bad things.

Now for these two day, i spoke a few bad things and my diverts for few seasons.

Anyhow i love this life.

Help me pls for being good.

Regards

BKS

Felt the life of missing

Last week 31st August 2011, this was the day i felt of crying and feel like missing a person, that none other than my sister. She got into marriage and went for her new kind of life. This day i felt like, why she got married soon.

In my office, few of female colleague says that am gonna miss her and cry surely. I said am rock and i wont cry for simple things. But what they said becomes reality.

I was felt to cry of missing small fights with my sibling, small misunderstanding, small issues, small funs, small scoldings... everything that i gonna miss it for the time being.

Anyhow i was happy, that she got nice life to get into it.

Sometimes or the other, we need to miss everyone with their nice memories.

This is dedicated to those miss their parents, siblings, relatives, friends, love or whoever called.

By
BKS

After longtime a girl crosses my eye sight and makes me blinks

I went to meet my friend in one of professional institute where i undergone.

I saw the girl who stares me, where so cute and beautiful.

I too starred her, I saw one of my uncle's employee there.

He was speaking about general things and went off.

Few minutes after that girl having her coke on her lips which makes me to be the coke of it.

I was impressed on her looks and other personal things of it.

Since she have some awesome looks.

After a few minutes she went off.

Then, after ten minutes we went to see one of business expo function.

Its been hardly after ten kilometer crossed, we saw the same girl in bike and also my uncle's employee there in driving over there.

I was surprised of seeing her and shocked of seeing my uncle's employee.

Cos he might think that i came for her.

Then my friend asked me, can we follow her to know her home.

Then we went behind her, she saw us and went off to some of her friends home.

But we miss to see her home.

Lets see when could we get her back of my life.

Regards

BKS

A misunderstanding with my brother

I used to be talkative, while moving to bangalore for my cousin's engagement.

I been teasing my sister in law, even my sister too teased her.

That makes my brother anger and he scolded me.

But that really makes me sad and that enables me to control the speech whoever is it.

Never be in official or in relation, if you doesnt control your speech... you will be punished for the fun too..

Regards

BKS.

Worlds taken challenge

Everyday i go out of this world, i go with some kind of confidence.

Whenever i fed up, a new form of energy will flow into me and the same will mould me different.

There are different scenario's like those gave me a revision of energy while i fed up.

But keep a confidence on your inner mind, even though you loosed off.

Since that confidence will make the things right easily.

Its been true and success formula for those being riches and achieved.

Try it and revert me about this simple and greatest formula.

Regards

BKS

Love of Nature

A cloudy wind i love it of.
A flying bird makes me blow.
A blowing light makes me shine.
A shine blue makes me swim.
An yellow flower blooms the heart.
A girl is walking on the floor.
A floor is with of dreaming hope.
A hope is full of love on her.

BKS

To Play and To Dream

Life is to Play
Life is to Play

Life is to Dream
Life is to Dream

Love is not the fashion
Its like a soul of heart.

Life is to take risk of the same
If you got it, you are gifted.
But if you lose, then you are most gifted one.

Take a note
Take a boat
Am driving on the wrong route.
Loving in the end, makes you on the right route... right route.. right route.

BKS

Dream of life questioning every second.

Everyday i may search for something.

May be to say openly about girls stuff or whatever.

But I always don't want to go behind girls for any reason.

But i feel i missed my goals of business somewhere by lagging it.

I don't want to be creeper., I don't want to be loser.

Give me power to succeed and go ahead... Please make me to be leader.

Love my dream of Business....


BKS

I miss her forever

The love of pain is the love of life.
Lightening stars kills every night.
Walking in the rain makes me tougher.
Though i always miss her throughout of life.

Everyday when i feel her
I wish to kill myself
Its not alone crush or flirt.
That's more than ever of life called love.

Walking on the road of lonely
Toughness of the career drowsy
Speaking on the way madly
Thinking of future toughly

Why this mixing of pain
Rather fix me through the end
Give up of fate
Finally make me to put on death

With Love Forever and For her.

BKS

Be confidence in what you doing?

Always have motive in your vision and trust the same.

Further don't lose your confidence and under estimate yourself.

When you feel, you can.

Just try it, the consequence may be go wrong way or right way.

But be happy that you tried and did everything in confidence.

Give full support and work towards your goal.

Never hear others words, cos noone is perfect.

But never under estimate others words too.

Keep it in mind, sometimes it may be useful too.

BKS

How to attract girl as a form of love?

1) It doesnt mean you should bend yourself for a girl - First Rule. Be like as you are...

2) Speak with her friendly, give chance to her as like she is.

3) Dont dominate her at any time, it may leads to think you are over on her.

4) Give her chance to have fun.

5) Never over estimate any girl in front of her., Say her always she is cute and beautiful.

6) Never speak about wrong things like pre marital relationship unless you both alone.

7) Girls like kissing on their forehead and hands than in lips at initial stage

8) No matter, Hold her hands, hug her to show that you are always for her.

9) Introduce her to your known person as she is your's

10) When you see her, dont stare like weird.

11) If you feel a girl is cute, dont just have the thought., express the same.

12) Dont argue with her.

13) Accept her mistakes and say its good in other point of view.

14) Say her, you wanna go drive with her.

15) Ask her, what she wants and likes always.

16) Dont forget to say, whenever you see... you are loving her always... dont say in words, Just express in action.. jus say by your way of attitude...

A rogue in me to open my confidence

Yesterday i went to my uncle's office with my brother to drop in bike. Because i left my bike for service.

I went and finish my personal work's n left there.

I saw a foreign girl where everyone looking at her way of dress.

I was little ashame of myself due to few idiotic looks given by few people on her.

Then i walk through the steps for bus stand., there i saw 4 cute girls waiting for bus.

They were starring at me, mainly in that 2 girls where looking at me.

I will be always unusual if someone saw me.

I catched up the bus and the same way they too get into it.

In that 2 girls, one girl looks so modern... she was starring at me.

While the bus crossed the end of road, there was a political strike occurs.

I left the bus, it seems like that bus wont move out.

Those girls to step out of it.

Then after i saw those girls moving here and there.

I want to speak with that modern girl who stared at me.

Cos i got curious on my mind of she stares.

I put a bet with my inner mind, i can speak to her.

But my inner mind says, "I Can't"

I dont like the words "I cant" and "I wont" like those negative stuff.

Hence i put bet with my mind after tossing a coin to make it favor of mine.

Then i got concluded to get guts and straight away went near her.

Then i said her "Excuse me, you are looking good". She got afraid and said "Ah. Ahhh.."

Then i said, "dont be weird" and walked other and then they four walked through other different way.

I got again a click in mind to ask sorry for what i did.

Anyhow, its little bit unusual. cos of bet, i did madly.

Hence, i followed her to say sorry.

They were going to Nonveg hotel, where as i converted to vegetarian.

But the hotel can serve both veg and non veg., but they were famous for Non-veg.

I moved in and had nice dishes.

They were speaking about me, i can see they were starring me.

The other girl who stares were little jealous, cos i said another one as beautiful.

Then i moved out hotel after lunch, even i left my mineral water bottle.

All 4 came out, i suddenly followed and said her... "Sorry" but she mistaken and gone away from me.

Whereas i want to ask sorry....

I know its wrong., but i did for a bet with my mind.

After i left, i really got big confidence... I can do anything unless it doesnt harm others.

So i got big confidence on my business without harming others.

Thanks for the confidence which can be given by her knowing or unknowingly.

Even i didnt remember her face now, how she looks.

She is not so beauty.

Just for fun and curious i did.  even mainly for bet with my mind.

Lol

Thanks for everything. but she may mistaken me wrongly.

BKS

A nice one

I saw someone going on my way.

I saw someone striking my life.

I saw someone who being missed out.

I saw someone who is crossing of it.

Jus like that life it goes on end of u.

Thanks from Parul

This is the day when i was in lunch queue, parul came near myself to take tissue paper.

Finally when she left the place, she said me to thanks for giving her way.

But i didnt notice the same, my friends said that she said thanks.

Really which makes me delight, am not in love with her.

Its just flirting on a girl, i knew.

But i like the way when she said thanks.

I messaged her through a social network, without speaking to her in straight.

This really makes me uncomfort of messaging to her in social networking, since am stranger to her as of now.

Anyhow nice of hearing thanks from her.

A sad day - for scolding my mom

This day i scolded my mom for the dinner is not good.

My work pressure and tiredness makes me to scold her.

That really makes me feel sad of scolding her.

I really cant able to understand why i scolded her.

I feel really sorry for my idiotic step.

But i love her more than me.

Last nite fun with Reena

A known person, not very closest one in my friend.. Just a friend., whom i knew through my professional course.

I was just playing with her through sms and phone.

It was went till night 1.00 am.

She said,"some guys proposed her" But i said, "they dont have eyes, cos they proposed an ugly girl.." for kidding i said her.

Then the chat went through some kind of fun..  wantedly i said "now am gonna propose you"

She said, "hey. dont joke, i know you wont propose"

But from childhood, am the character, if someone says you cant... then i say... i can...

Hence i said her "I love you" its for fun, but not reality.

She then came and said "sama comedy panara nee, cos she doesnt believe my words and she well knew am jus kidding her, cos i cant love any other after my ex-lover whom i missed it"

The fun was went through night and she confused n make fun out of me.

It was really nice.

But i worried few times, whether i said anything wrong...

But she taken as sportive and fun..

Nice of her that time..

But she is angry girl.

Due to that conversation, i slept late night..

Hence now am feeling sleepy in evening itself.

Regards

BKS

Confusion about wednesday night and the other day

Im terribly confused of life, that whether am in love or possessiveness of friendship.

Since am not jealous when she speaks to her guy.

But am getting jealous, when she speaks with other guys than her lover.

For this, i dont know whether am jealous on friendship or love her.

I know she is in love with other guy, but people here confusing me to take some other decisions too.

Anyhow i got clarity on friday, its about i used to get possessed of whatever i have., from pen to my own things.

Like that, i may get jealous on her. Its not love, but its pure friendship with love on my friend.

Really gonna miss her, when she left the place as a friend.

But am happy, that she is going to happy of seeing her lover.

All the best for her.

Even i dont want her to read this.

But am posting to make a story of mine.

Regards

BKS

Mine's sake for God towards my love to fail.

The girl whom i like in sudden due to a confused mind and heart.

I was dull with the last week fully, she doesnt know the reason.. But she know that am dull alone.

I was praying towards god to face me.. and requested god to achieve her love with that guy into marriage.

Because due to me, their love should not fail.

Since few times am being good in my heart, for that kindness god should not make their love to fail.

Hence i prayed god after 6 years of it for me, the love of her and her guy should be achieved.

You know after 6 long years, i prayed god for her.

I wont pray, cos i believe on me rather than any other things in the world.

Am not head weighted guy, but i believe in confidence.

I hope her love should get into marriage.

Regards

BKS

Why i feel shy

I wont get shy, if people teases me.

In my office, a trainee there... if guys would tease in front of her, i feel like shy.

Hence, i could wish to correct myself. why am i feel of shy.

Even i find hard to know the answer.

Im really asking my guys not to tease me.

I wont care before when they tease with any other, but now am pleasing them not to do so.. till her moves.

BKS

Feel Jealous

When a girl am look at her, but she was impressed on the her makes me to feel jealous.
I know, i would like her mainly she had affectionate with him. I dont know whether am right or wrong.
But my heart doesnt able to understand the same. I know she never doubted me. I love the way she love the other guy.

Since i didnt feel at her love in first sight. While moving on with her everyday makes to understand how she is and how the love she felt on that guy, which makes me to impressive.

Its feel sometimes am doing wrong or putting up others shoes. But when it fits and impresses, i wish to own it for me. I know, am surely wont be the enemy for anyone's love or life. Then how could i spoil her love whom i loved.

I love her expressions but doesnt wish her to be sad. Sometimes when i feel she came closer to me, am impressed of her. she is moving to me so fast as its. But i love her after long time of my ex.

This is really tough period of mine.

I know am not wrong person, but am really loving her madly now.

Its not that we are right always.

Sometimes someone needs to be bad on their way.

Please love me dear......

CS I love you.

Love

Love is the feel where everyone thinks its an exchange offer. But really not.

Its feel not an exchange offer.

Where all think, if you give this and then i will give you back.

Its not shopping one, its feel of heaven.

Love is mixture of romance, feel, sad, shy, anger, wisdom, missed etc.,

So love everyone... its not only meant for lovers...

Its for friends, family, relationship and every one...

Why questions always arise?

Everyday when i woke up and raise for the day, questions raising when it will come true. I have always trying my dreams to come true and going behind a step back due to some idiotic mess up.

But where is lagging, no other than your mind which is not perfect of it.

Am trying to deviate the same, but not possible due to addiction of some of the hurdles.

What makes me to divert, is it failures. Yes, but how to overcome.

Questions arise always.

Where am i?

Why am i?

What am i?

How am i?

These all questioning me everyday.

But really sad to know when am i?

I will do it, the answer came.

Am happy with the answer.

Searching of Life

The thing is really different of my life and everyday i search of it. There is always one thing which i love is searching. You know searching which makes you happy always. Henceforth the word searching is dominating and denominating fact of my life.

My life starts with searching of survival, then it goes on of studies, then after behind games n sports, then and then by love and beauty of teens., thereafter dream of hope and business.

But my search never stops till now.

There is no point whether you got answer for all, it doesn't really put matter on it.

Its always the matter whether you are searching for it.

Search which never makes you tired, may be you get tired but enjoy everything what you do.

Even mounts of losses will make you to put back of life, but never step down or never give up.

I always believe positive of searching every second of my life.

Will see more on my searching of it.

Even of my life all is searching for it.

BKS